Simply put...

If it was simple I would have said it by now.

I love you doesn't cut it.

It sounds desperate and wanting.

I am neither.

All I want you to know is that I care.

I want you to be a part of my life.

I want I want I want to much.

And I obviously know you don't feel the same.

This is why I have never been straight up.

It's impossible to throw your feelings at someone when you

know you're going to be rejected.

But I need to let you know so I can let go of it all.

I'm falling on thin air.