So I left and then I came back.
It was so easy to leave everything behind
and it feels so strange to be back.
It's all different now and I'm ready to make something of myself.
But how do I gain the experience I need?
What I really want?
I want to make beautiful art, I want to make books,
I want to craft and most of all I want to do this everyday.
But the undying question of money is always lingering.
How can I sell a painting without experience?
How can I publish a book without being a notable author?
Everything will come in time; I keep forgetting about patience.
Not everything has to be done right now.
1 comments:
i found your blog by pressing the "next blog" tab at the top of my blog, and it just so happens you live in my city. not only do you live where i do, you sound like i did. you write like i used to write. the layout, font, colours (or lack thereof) are the same as mine used to be. and i just wanted to say that you are powerful. you have the choice in how you see your life. you choose the glasses you wear. and art? and books? you do them for yourself. sure, you can do it for others, but you have to make art for yourself first, and the rest will follow. so go to school for art if thats what you want to do.
it gets better. it always does.
-a
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